Going broke...

Thank god that the token frenzies are so good to me. This way I'm only going broke $6.60 or $15 at a time instead of $24 or $75. If I could convert EVEN JUST ONE OF THE DAMN TOKENS I WOULD QUIT WHINING ... FOR A NANOSECOND ... MAYBE MORE.

I've been playing tight and getting short when I pick up KK in the BB:

Full Tilt Poker Game #3190685813: $9 000 Guarantee (23854879) Table 46 - 60/120 - No Limit Hold'em - 13:22:09 ET - 2007/08/08
Seat 1: MIAmi_JoEL (5 545)
Seat 2: gadzooks64 (2 305)
Seat 3: bigstack1980 (6 775)
Seat 4: oldgatorman (5 665)
Seat 5: dmony (5 630)
Seat 6: ward6889 (3 135)
Seat 7: makbelieve (3 925)
Seat 8: futbolking29 (1 973)
Seat 9: Killpot13 (5 000)
MIAmi_JoEL posts the small blind of 60
gadzooks64 posts the big blind of 120
The button is in seat #9

Holecards:
Dealt to gadzooks64 [
bigstack1980 folds
oldgatorman calls 120
dmony folds
ward6889 folds
makbelieve calls 120
futbolking29 folds
Killpot13 folds
MIAmi_JoEL raises to 540
]gadzooks64 raises to 2,305, and is all in
oldgatorman folds
makbelieve folds
MIAmi_JoEL calls 1,765
gadzooks64 shows [ ]
MIAmi_JoEL shows [ ]

Flop:
[ ]

Turn:
[ ] [ ]

River:
[ ] [ ]
gadzooks64 shows a pair of Kings
MIAmi_JoEL shows three of a kind Jacks
MIAmi_JoEL wins the pot (4 850) with three of a kind Jacks
gadzooks64 stands up

SUMMARY:
Total pot 4 850 | Rake 0
Board:
[ ]
Seat 1: MIAmi_JoEL (small blind) showed [ ] and won (4 850) with three of a kind Jacks
Seat 2: gadzooks64 (big blind) showed [ ] and lost with a pair of Kings
Seat 3: bigstack1980 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: oldgatorman folded before the Flop
Seat 5: dmony didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: ward6889 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 7: makbelieve folded before the Flop
Seat 8: futbolking29 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 9: Killpot13 (button) didn't bet (folded)

Every fucking time.

makbelieve: i folded a jack.
dmony: FTP Style
MIAmi_JoEL: i had one out
MIAmi_JoEL: thats a first

One effing out. One.